ahhahas!
surprise to see that i post?
when im suppose to be in malaysia?
thought of going online earlier to tell you the trip is cancelled
but had to go for tuition D;
at 417!
but maths only,sci january den go:D

seesee,i told you.
you will be back
&wow,you love telling me abt BLOODYASS so much:D
i know you want to spread to me right?
wait long long lah!
你懂什么吗？
i miss the diary-the pink one
i suddenly feel like writing in it lah
nd i miss you even moreD:
its been so long since we talk lah

you're going to be back here in less than one month
i hope the days go fast
because-the days feel like years when im aloneD:
abit familiar huh?

hmm,next friday 8 okays:D
i hope no tuition on tat day
iloveyou!





Chey! Damn you :D
i was bloqqinq at my place just now
& seriously,
i forqet that you told me you're qoinq malaysia today !
i was worryinq if im ps-inq you aqain :D
hoho.

sooooooo,
which means i can qo t my cousin's hse whatever i lyk? :D
haha
thats qood.
todaytoday,
i qot bloodyass ! :D
but..
it seems abit not too riqht laaa
blood should be in red and not brownish-black all the way, riqht?
maybe becus im sick? :/
at least this month it came,
i sound abit more normal this tym round
instd of havinq it 2or3 mths once :D
yup,
i'll stop it,
it's disqustinq xD

riqht riqht,
im sianed at home [:
i want t qo outttttttttttttttt!



Oh my, She's back!
Hello popo,
i hope you missed me :D
&yesyes, im back!
welcome me people! xP

korea was funfunfun ! :D
and you know somethinq?
the third day morninq snowed !
it's sooooo B E A--utiful! xD
hahahaha,
and i qot you somethinq from there!
somethinq small, not useful, but i thouqht thats cute :D
qive it t you when im back of cus..

as you see,
kinda stuck at home aqain when back here
so you know why im this sian t edit bloqs aqain :D

oh what the bird,
how dare you panqseh meeeee! D:
what abt this friday? tomorrow?
wanted t chat with you lehhh
havinq some problem even im in taiwan ! D:
oh fuck :D

okays,
imissyou :)



My turn to pangseh laolao:D
going to malaysia on friday so cant online also D:
so sorrie!
but i know uu wont mind de lah;p
you must be having fun in korea lah
i wish i could go there too
i havent been to a country where there is snow):
i got something to tell you
nd you will be so happy to know
nd that is- IMISSYOU!:D

nd guess who i saw that day when i went to causeway?
kevin:D
nd he was asking bout you
erm,iloveyoux3
takecare!



stupid laolao!
dont anyhow say things okay!
you will be fine there:D
you still have to bring things from korea-FOR ME!
&i will miss you many many!
take care of yourself well at korea
i love you!;D







4 in the morninq
yesyesyes,
i slept around 4am this morninq
& im damn feelinq tired now :)
tell you why i slept this late..

i wasnt really satisfied abt my birthday
i tried t act as if im happy about it
but i still dunt felt so.
it's all because i was waitinq for his wish.
jim's
actually i mind alot if he wishes me or not
cus i'd done much for him on his !
but he didnt wish me at all.
last niqht abt 11.30
i smsed him
今天是我的生日.. :(
he didnt reply.
i tried t call him but no one pick up.
it's nearly 12 & i felt so scared
im afraid that he wunt remember.
then it's after 12,
not my birthday anymore
he still didnt reply.
i was so sad..
he forqot abt me..

so so so..
i cried aqain :D
& so qod damn
this lead t me havinq asthma attack. D:
i tried t cool down myself
but im still breathinq difficultly.
so i waited,
t see if i would qet better later and qo t sleep.
at 4,
i finally cant tahan and i went t take medicine. :)

haha, i felt so stupid laaa
zhao zhi dao jiu bu ku le :D

this morninq,
i tried t online
he's on too.
so i asked if he received my msq or calls.
he said his phone kena confiscated ! = =
den he asked what i msqed him
at first i told him nothinq important
but later on i said it was my birthday.
he said he knows
then he asked if i want t know the reason for him not wishinq me
of cus i said yes.
he said he thinks that wishinq me happy birthday must with present
& he dunt have money t buy any for me now
he wanted t tell me abt it
but he dunt have his phone with him.

i dunt know if he's tellinq lies
but i wanted t forqive him
he said i must be damn disappointed
i told him it wasnt his job t wish me happy birthday
he said he would qive me the present tqt on xmas.
popo,
by the tym i'll be back, you see? :')

i wasnt disappointed,
i was sad.
i dunt want him t forqet me
he can live his life without me aside
but he cant live it without me in his mind
i dunt want him to. :(


Birthday wishes
because i wanted t share them with you :D
firstly, i wished t be healthy and always done well in my study
secondly, i wished i could be jim's wife in future :D
i quess somehow i still wanted it so much
actually i've made my wishes infront of my cousin
& i did say them out too
my cousin said im a baichi :D

now then i realised i've been so selfish
i'd only made wishes for my own self
if i can have more wishes..
i wanted t wish that everyone around me would be happy always
father mother wunt quarrel that often
popo and laolao t last :D

anw,
i've posted a lonq post i see.
maybe im way too naqqy
but you must bloq often please? :)

imy :D



Told you t read the taq before bloqqinq
thanks laolao for the surprise:D
i love uu alot alot lah

dont worry so much about sw okays
maybe like what uu said
he was force to say those things to uu?
just take it as uu got a big heart nd try to understand him bah(:
他还是可以做你最喜欢的人啊:D
know that we have this blog;
uu can say lots lots of things ler:D
nd uu can feel much much better after uu say it all out right?(:

sometimes i wish i could be like uu
just cry out all my thoughts nd everything would be fine again:D

iloveyou!x3
happy birthday to my dearest LAOLAO!



I wish you were here
popo, i received your letter and i was so happy.
可是人生是公平的
太多的快乐 只会换来悲伤..
not lonq after i posted my bloq,
shaowei onlined.
his sis talked t me at first i quess
she said your friend pohshen never tell you that shaowei wanted t brk with you?
she said i humji cus i dunt want t tell her if me and shaowei are still toqether.
do you know about it, popo? :/

im so upset now..
shaowei said if we dunt brk his mother will want t see my parents.
he qave all those fuckinq excuses lyk he need t study all that de
im so disappointed please. :(

popo,
i suddenly think of that tym we're at amk hub
i was holdinq you on my left
& him on my riqht
remember what i said?
i said 我觉得我好高兴 你们都是我最喜欢的人..
i really felt so xinfu at the moment
even that i dunt really lyk shaowei that deep.
but his words hurt.
i'd never know they hurt so much :/

nevermind me :)
cus i feel better after cryinq out.
you knows me,
everytym that thinqs dunt qo my way,
i cry :D
so nothinq biq deal riqht?
yup. yup.

missyou :)



All that I do is for you! ♥
popo ah popo,
thank me for doinq this pls? :D
it's a bloq simply just for ME & YOU!
you must be damn happy riqht?
i can feel you smilinq now ! :)
hehe-

quess why i've made this bloq?
yup,
im too bored at home
plus i really have too much too much t tell you
but we cant chat online often. D:
so i'll just type it all in here la.
and you'll have t do it, too.
alriqhts? :D

firstly,
we'll be in the same class nxt year aqain ! :D
it'll be the 3rd year of classmateship of us
but i hope our friendship last more than ever :)
secondly,
i really miss you damn damn much laaaa!~
cannot tahan mann! D:
haha

&i'll tell you everythinq that happens here with me
so you qotta do it too
that me know how are you there :D

andand,
tell you somethinq that happened quite lonq aqo.
remember ruben?
yup! RUBEN CHONG!
he talked t me on msn!! xD
he asked if im oversea
den i asked him how he'd know
he said derek told him :D
so i asked if they talked abt me
he said no, derek just tell me abt it loh
but quess what?
when i asked derek
he told me ruben asked abt me! :D :D :D
im so damn happy cans!
hohoho!

andand tell you a funny thinq
about me beinq dabian qu nianq
i flooded my hse's toiletbowl
& the most amazinq thinq is that
it stucked the whole toiletbowl and spoilt it :D
wow !
i know im so much a pro! xD
thankyouthankyou!~

alriqht,
stop here first.
spent an hour+ just t make this bloq siaa.
died alot brain cells :D
& i remebered the dinqdonqsiao!
haha :D

anyway,
see the taqboard before bloqqinq.
i hope we can bloq in same format. :)
and ask me for the user and pw will you?
cus im doinq this bloq usinq my own acc.
yup

NgPohShen
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ChiangChuanHsin
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