LAO♥PO

2008-09-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

I love you? :D

2008-07-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

dear laolao!
dunno how long den you will see what i post la
since you got no internet
just want to thank you for acc-ing me today la
if not i dont even know wad to do nd start crying like nobody business?
feel so much better after crying(:
ilu!

2008-06-20T14:02:00.002+08:00

hellohello!
what le hell?no update?
hmm,im sian nd im doing my eng assignment agn!
two more days nd you are back(;
tats fast!
&tat day you ask me see the guy i really dunno is which one la
cant see clearly also,dont dont friend me laD;
not much thing happen these few days
im sure you have lots of things to tell me when you are back la
hah,den i will have lots of stories to listen to:D
ily!

2008-06-16T20:09:00.002+08:00

wow!
the days are going fast
you will be back in six more days(:
which means you will have to go skul the next day
tats sad
i update agn the next time
my mother naggingD;

2008-06-14T11:28:00.002+08:00

You think what!
bowlinq queen very easy t be isit !
must have skills you know !
skills !
nevermind,
tell you you also wont understand oneeee :D
sia lah, qo bowlinq with who huh !
never tell me..
selfish ppl ! :)

lol?
derek too sian isit?
he should have msq me mahhhh
then i'll entertain him? :D
you never ask him why didnt he msq his shixian meh
haha.

O man,
you dont even know when i'm cominq back?
it's 22nd june !
qet it into your head pls :)
i dont think you quys are t come pick me up
cos my aunt is sure t drive us back de.
so will end up lyk i qo with my aunt,
and u all qo back by yourselves?
that sounds extremely dumb lah :D
and my fliqht will reach s'pore at midniqht leh
23rd june will be sch reopen already..
meaninq,
riqht after the day i reach
( or maybe on the day i reachinq, cos it's already midniqht )
will be qoinq back sch le.
thats too tirinq for u quys lah :)
haha.
你的好意我心领了! :D

today is already the 14th?
8 more days i'll be qoinq back ! :)
this 8 days sure will be passinq fast for me..
cos everyday qoinq out t different places with shenqchuan
fun tyms always fly pass fast ! D:

O ya,
wanted t say a sry lah
forqot t tell u that i cant online last niqht :/
feelinq too excited t qet out of hse
hopefully u didnt wait for too lonq? :)
sorry !

and yup,
i've done the enqlish assiqnment already
cos i asked jielin t send me hers :D
haha.
and i just copy paste everythinq aqain
and sent t mr white le. :)
i didnt even do the summary lah
too lazy :D
haha.
well,
cos jielin one done have everythinq thats asked for us t do :)

i'll not forqet t qet you sth when im back :)
dont think i'll brinq tiedan lahhhh..
thats too mahfan !
:D

2008-06-13T19:08:00.002+08:00

oh thanks
for missing me!haha!
i miss you too la:D
im so bored at home la
from the start of the holiday i only went out once with yh
but im going bowling tmr!
i will make sure i play very well nd tke your name as the bowling queen!:D
bowling reminds me of koh jiajia
so good msg me ytd
forget to ask when you're coming back
ask derek ytd if he wants to go pick you up from airport
hmm,let me know the date nd time yaa(:
den i let him know.
wth,im thinking if you will online today
nvm,i will do my eng first since you have done yours

you're sick?take care ah!(:

2008-06-12T11:30:00.001+08:00

I miss
NqPohShen
NqPohShen
NqPohShen
<33

2008-06-08T09:41:00.002+08:00

Don't know why
but i'm not happy this days.. :/
it's lyk,
i'm abit sort of confused.

i want t qo back ! :(

& i thouqht i saw jim on mrt ytd
i was so shy :D
end up it's not him..
haha :)
hm..

2008-06-05T11:08:00.002+08:00

You dumbass
of cus you're suitable t fall in love !
everybody does ! :)
but i quess,
all you need is just the riqht quy.

im not too worryinq for you,
i'd always know that you're brave.
you're sure t overcome this soon enouqh
before i can ever try t comfort you :D

quys are nothinq biq deal.
after so many heart brokens,
i quess we all learnt :)
but the weird thinq is that,
we can still fall.
it's lyk a cycle which never ends
it just keep qoinq over and over aqain
until maybe in a few years tym,
we'd finally meet the riqht one :D

well,
im tryinq t say..
take a qood look at me me me me me!
only laopo will be forever okay ! :D
O and dunt ask me t zip my mouth,
im not finish here.

tell you the truth..
i've no confidence t last with shaun too
i love him
but i quess im not the riqht one for him

& cos now im in tw,
i cant see what he's doinq over there
maybe he wanted t leave too
he just havent have the chance t meet me online :D
hahaha.

or soon enouqh we'll brk?
cus we everytym std & brk almost abt the same tym riqht ! :D
thats no wonder we're so meant t be !

well well well,
conqrats t be sinqle aqain :)
now on you qotta accompany me more more more !
thankyou very de much bendan ! :)

ya la ya la reqina la..
fall in love somemore la ! :D

bye,
ily !

2008-06-05T10:35:00.002+08:00

single agn!
laolao ah,i m so not suitable to fall in love i guess
i did nothing but just one msg its enough to end the whole thing
2 june suppose to be first month
so i was telling him abt it
nd i never expect to see this reply
one mth alr i abit sian le
i tink i might not need a std at all or you are not suitable for me
maybe we have different lifesyle but i dont want to change
i enjoy sch life but you didnt,i like friend mre den std but you didnt
i want freedom but you want see me every sec.
dear are you sure we can last long?i wonder
impossible i will change myself for you
im sure i like you,i tell myself like a person not only like her good
but also her bad but i find out i cant
i feel sad,seriously im not the right guy for you
pohshen dont know yinghui

when he alr say this much,what else can i say la
damn him,he say i want to see him every sec
like wlh,i want to spend mre time with him he say i dont give him freedom
i regretted not spending more time with kelvin wheni had the chance to
so i tot i will spend mre time with him
in the end,it turn out to be worse
& since he said all this the only choice is to brk lo
but dunno why,at first was quite awkward when we talk to to each other aft we brk
den ytd ytd went out tgt den was like very normal
was really disappointed lah
hes a good guy,way better den kelvin
but his reason to brk is so wlh
maybe its just an excuse
hmm,whatever!
its over nd im not going to think bout it:D

end of my story!:D

2008-06-01T09:35:00.002+08:00

Ya Riqht !
you tryinq t tiao bo li jian isit !
this time me and shaun are qoinq t last for lyk a thousand yrs okay !
well, hopefully :)

hey,
at least not too bad,
i can see that you can still online and bloq ! :D
life isn't too bad there !

my mother everyday stay at home sia,
then i also seldom can use com now.
very sian de leh,
everyday do tuition hws.
believe it ? i've done all tr asked me t do leh !
then i tell my mother i finished,
end up she scold me.
sayinq that tr qave me too little t do.
ji dan qao lah,
done she also scold, not done she also naq !
i dont know what she wants lah :)

haha,
but today my mother went t help out in our shop.
so at least qot abit freedom t use com now :D

okay now,
qoinq t make a bloqskin for myself.
bye ! :D

oh oh oh,
my result sucks lyk hell too
dunt worry
we're of the same kind ! :)

2008-05-31T11:38:00.002+08:00

woah!
i tot i went to the wrong blog or something
excuse me!you very happy got shuai ge
den your 'shuai ge' in spore leh?
hahas,dont want liao ah
your mother abit cute de huh
maybe that guy is her friend son or wad
you good lah,you nothing to do there
i everyday have to go back skul.
go there camp better
&tell you something
our class noticeboard got alot our photo!(:
those at camp nd still got one is the carnival one
my results sucks lah,wlh
hm,dont forget friday nite ah:D

2008-05-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

New Bloqskin !
eh, isit nice huh?
actually i didnt make this by myself lah
cus im abit lazy,
but still feel lyk chanqinq one :D

well,
this is the first day back in taiwan
and im feelinq damn sian
i want t qo back pls !

today morninq went market with mother and brother
and oh qosh,
mother intro a handsome quy t me sia !
sayinq that he'll be my bf in future :)
she qave him my number and email address leh.
she ask that quy t jio me out this days.
lol,
and just now that quy talked t me on msn,
askinq if my mother is serious abt it.
how i know lah ! :)
i thouqht thats so weird can.
then he ask if i mind qoinq out with his friends :)
ya,
in the end he say he'll contact me aqain.
well,
i dunt know lah :D
he's cute !
and extremely handsome :D
if i qot his photo i shall show you some other tym

i miss you ! :)
oh and i rmb sth,
you want tiedan :D

2008-05-13T21:20:00.002+08:00

LAOPO will not be seperated:D
yes my laolao,laopo are forever
nd so we will never be seperated
we have just too much memories tgt(:
nd pls,our friendship is so strong,
it will never be broken because of a guy
i promise you

2008-04-20T05:04:00.002+08:00

Freedom :D

mother and aunt went back taiwan!

and i had my lonq lost freedom back aqain :D

eventhouqh its only for one week

but at least its better than nothinq riqht ! :)

it's been so lonq ever since i last sleep this late lah.

if dewei not in boy's home,

he's sure t ask me out t ton de loh !

i miss the niqht-outinq with the quys lahhhh :D

pohshen must be so jealous

cus you only qet t study at home !

haha :D

so sad & too bad !

2008-04-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

rain rain go away!(;
laolao,its so fun running in the rain with you!
even though its abit erm...
i feel that running in the rain is so relaxing lah
maybe we should do that agn when we are stress?
yes!i think that is a good idea:D

i owe you money agn,i hate it lah!D;

2008-03-15T11:05:00.002+08:00

Holiday!

finally this holiday isnt that borinq :D

and i know you lyk me!

hah. :)

i'll be seeinq you aqain real soon?

maybe sunday!

or when school reopens lah :D

okays,

siqninq off..

i dunt miss you :)

2008-03-13T11:35:00.002+08:00

updating...
see see,uu ask me update so i update
abit ting hua uhs?:D
but actually nothing much to blog abt
maybe tmr we go out den something funny will happen?
hope it dosent rains tmr!

erm,you so long nva see me ler,confirm miss me one
nvmnvm,you will get to see me tmr
dont worry!

okay!your turn to update:D
dont miss me!

2008-02-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

Happy chinese new yr!
some people has qot attitude problem
cant help, so sad ! :D
sianed..
my parents are sleepinq now
thats why i can use my com for all i want! :)
they must be really tired
they didnt sleep much yesterday, watchinq tv
i cant tahan lah
too tired so bobian..
i slept at 2+ :D
you?

so sad to say this
but i watched qonq fu quan lan already :)
i thouqht its really cool !
i wanted a boyfriend who can really play basketball please? :D
you must must qo see it okay
its funny :)

maybe..
tml we'll be seeinq chanqjianq no.7
and qoinq sentosa ride bike! :)
i know you miss cyclinq with me :D
too bad you cant qo
hahah!
im qoinq t cycle very very fast !
like wind :)
dunt be too jealous becus you cant ride that fast ! :D

if can..
maybe you wanna come my hse bainian on the saturday?
brinq derek alonq! :D
he said he wanted t pay a visit t my family
hoho
he likes MY family
not yours! :)

yesyes..
qive me my anqbao people? :D

2008-01-19T10:15:00.000+08:00

REMINDER!
ytd ytd ytds
RUBEN said hello to you!:D
wohoo!
nd pls,you are so slow can
im waiting for you to online
is ten alr!
QUICKQUICK!

2008-01-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry!
i really wish t update here
but dunt have the time
t stick with my com often this days lah.
once we have the time we must bloq here yas!
beinq with you all the time in school is SIAN! :D
nevermind,
i love you. :)

2007-12-26T15:04:00.000+08:00

damn you laolao!
i got a shock when i heard your mothers voice
&i've got no idea whr you were lah
nd your mother keep calling me to ask
when i dont really know what happen lah
i know you must have some reasons
so tell me when we meet okay?
but next time,call me first!
if anyhting happens,at least i wont have to worry
&rmb my number okay!

2007-12-20T09:10:00.000+08:00

My last day of Freedom
yeaa..
mother said when im back i cant qo out whenever i lyk
damn! :/
aiya, anyway who cares!

but i quess christmas will be fine? :)
cant wait t see you soon
& i've qot damn lot t share with you!

time really fly fast
and this 2mths holiday is almost qone!
i miss school.
but i quess if im back,
im qonna miss here too. :/

im lyk havinq mixed emotions now
so confused!
i wanted t talk t you about jim
wanted t talk t you about the quy
who ride me with his motorbike
wanted t tell you all that's happeninq here!
but by the tym im seeinq you..
maybe i'd forqotten some parts?
i need t share!!
NOW

oh yaa..
few days aqo derek onlined
& damn him
he reminds me about his birthday present! = =
he abit abit bhb huh !

alriqht,
imy :)

2007-12-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

2 more days:D
imy(:
not been talking to you for a long time lah
find someday to go out okay?
maybe on christmas if you're free
i miss talking to you D;

2007-12-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, We had some chat
finally we chatted for awhile ytd :D
hah, i miss you much!
oh and i actually received your msq last friday
but because i went out till very late in niqht,
reached home then saw the msq
so didnt reply you le :x
sorry! :)

next friday i'll be back!
i wanted t qo back yet i dont want to.. :/
damn,
im so confused now please!
thats why i hated t come back
cus in the end,
i'll never want t be back aqain! D:
im always reqrettinq,
&fuck i really hate this feelinq! :(

imy, popo..
i wanted t be back..

2007-12-12T15:12:00.000+08:00

SORRYSORRY!
couldnt online on friday
cos the stupid comp keep on cant sign in lah
but i msg you aft you offline
but i guess you didnt receive it cause you didnt reply me):

since you know what time your flight alr den tell me oso lah
if im free den can go 迎接你:D
but i tink i got guzheng in the morning
9 more days nd you're back
nd we will find someday to go out nd talk(:
i got some things to ask for your opinion
but maybe i ask you when you online bah

IMISSYOU!

2007-12-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

Hello&GoodBye?
Im abit damn sian at home :/
nevermind,
seeinq sinqapore in 15days tym! :D

2007-12-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

Moodswinqswinqswinq
ytd slept over at cousin's hse
never really sleep at all laaa
cus altqt 4kids in a room
we never stop playinq
but now im feelinq so tired! D:
thats why havinq damndamn moodswinq la..
maybe partly because of bloodyass, too? :/

jim smsed me few days aqo
he asked when im flyinq back
at first i only tell him 21st dec,
den he asked what tym is the fliqht & which airport.
i told him that i dunt know
cus i really dunt know
i quess he thouqht that i dunt want t tell him
he called my cousin t ask.
my cousin asked me,
i told him i'll check online then tell him.
that day when im back from korea jim msqed me aqain t ask
so i checked for him loh
i confirmed with him about the tym, place & date
then i asked him if he's qoinq t send me off..
he said No, i'll be havinq lesson on the day
qosh! then what the fuck he asked please? = =
damn him!

ytd niqht my cousin asked me if i told jim,
i said yeaa
then i asked if he knows why jim wanted t know?
he said dunt know, but maybe sendinq me off
lol, then i told him it's a friday
it's a school day!
then my cousin qave him all those craps lyk..
he can qo after school mah, he can pon school mah!
qosh.. = =

my bloqqer sth wronq laaa,
cannot choose colours de leh!
weird :)

2007-11-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

ahhahas!
surprise to see that i post?
when im suppose to be in malaysia?
thought of going online earlier to tell you the trip is cancelled
but had to go for tuition D;
at 417!
but maths only,sci january den go:D

seesee,i told you.
you will be back
&wow,you love telling me abt BLOODYASS so much:D
i know you want to spread to me right?
wait long long lah!
你懂什么吗？
i miss the diary-the pink one
i suddenly feel like writing in it lah
nd i miss you even moreD:
its been so long since we talk lah

you're going to be back here in less than one month
i hope the days go fast
because-the days feel like years when im aloneD:
abit familiar huh?

hmm,next friday 8 okays:D
i hope no tuition on tat day
iloveyou!

2007-11-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

Chey! Damn you :D
i was bloqqinq at my place just now
& seriously,
i forqet that you told me you're qoinq malaysia today !
i was worryinq if im ps-inq you aqain :D
hoho.

sooooooo,
which means i can qo t my cousin's hse whatever i lyk? :D
haha
thats qood.
todaytoday,
i qot bloodyass ! :D
but..
it seems abit not too riqht laaa
blood should be in red and not brownish-black all the way, riqht?
maybe becus im sick? :/
at least this month it came,
i sound abit more normal this tym round
instd of havinq it 2or3 mths once :D
yup,
i'll stop it,
it's disqustinq xD

riqht riqht,
im sianed at home [:
i want t qo outttttttttttttttt!

2007-11-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

Oh my, She's back!
Hello popo,
i hope you missed me :D
&yesyes, im back!
welcome me people! xP

korea was funfunfun ! :D
and you know somethinq?
the third day morninq snowed !
it's sooooo B E A--utiful! xD
hahahaha,
and i qot you somethinq from there!
somethinq small, not useful, but i thouqht thats cute :D
qive it t you when im back of cus..

as you see,
kinda stuck at home aqain when back here
so you know why im this sian t edit bloqs aqain :D

oh what the bird,
how dare you panqseh meeeee! D:
what abt this friday? tomorrow?
wanted t chat with you lehhh
havinq some problem even im in taiwan ! D:
oh fuck :D

okays,
imissyou :)

2007-11-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

My turn to pangseh laolao:D
going to malaysia on friday so cant online also D:
so sorrie!
but i know uu wont mind de lah;p
you must be having fun in korea lah
i wish i could go there too
i havent been to a country where there is snow):
i got something to tell you
nd you will be so happy to know
nd that is- IMISSYOU!:D

nd guess who i saw that day when i went to causeway?
kevin:D
nd he was asking bout you
erm,iloveyoux3
takecare!

2007-11-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

stupid laolao!
dont anyhow say things okay!
you will be fine there:D
you still have to bring things from korea-FOR ME!
&i will miss you many many!
take care of yourself well at korea
i love you!;D

2007-11-22T10:21:00.000+08:00

I love panqseh-inq Popo!

lol, sorry that this friday 8pm

cant online chat with you. :(

im flyinq off t korea tml afternoon

haha :)

but no worry next friday will be able t !

hear from me sooooooon ! :D

loveyou

2007-11-18T16:56:00.002+08:00

4 in the morninq
yesyesyes,
i slept around 4am this morninq
& im damn feelinq tired now :)
tell you why i slept this late..

i wasnt really satisfied abt my birthday
i tried t act as if im happy about it
but i still dunt felt so.
it's all because i was waitinq for his wish.
jim's
actually i mind alot if he wishes me or not
cus i'd done much for him on his !
but he didnt wish me at all.
last niqht abt 11.30
i smsed him
今天是我的生日.. :(
he didnt reply.
i tried t call him but no one pick up.
it's nearly 12 & i felt so scared
im afraid that he wunt remember.
then it's after 12,
not my birthday anymore
he still didnt reply.
i was so sad..
he forqot abt me..

so so so..
i cried aqain :D
& so qod damn
this lead t me havinq asthma attack. D:
i tried t cool down myself
but im still breathinq difficultly.
so i waited,
t see if i would qet better later and qo t sleep.
at 4,
i finally cant tahan and i went t take medicine. :)

haha, i felt so stupid laaa
zhao zhi dao jiu bu ku le :D

this morninq,
i tried t online
he's on too.
so i asked if he received my msq or calls.
he said his phone kena confiscated ! = =
den he asked what i msqed him
at first i told him nothinq important
but later on i said it was my birthday.
he said he knows
then he asked if i want t know the reason for him not wishinq me
of cus i said yes.
he said he thinks that wishinq me happy birthday must with present
& he dunt have money t buy any for me now
he wanted t tell me abt it
but he dunt have his phone with him.

i dunt know if he's tellinq lies
but i wanted t forqive him
he said i must be damn disappointed
i told him it wasnt his job t wish me happy birthday
he said he would qive me the present tqt on xmas.
popo,
by the tym i'll be back, you see? :')

i wasnt disappointed,
i was sad.
i dunt want him t forqet me
he can live his life without me aside
but he cant live it without me in his mind
i dunt want him to. :(

Birthday wishes
because i wanted t share them with you :D
firstly, i wished t be healthy and always done well in my study
secondly, i wished i could be jim's wife in future :D
i quess somehow i still wanted it so much
actually i've made my wishes infront of my cousin
& i did say them out too
my cousin said im a baichi :D

now then i realised i've been so selfish
i'd only made wishes for my own self
if i can have more wishes..
i wanted t wish that everyone around me would be happy always
father mother wunt quarrel that often
popo and laolao t last :D

anw,
i've posted a lonq post i see.
maybe im way too naqqy
but you must bloq often please? :)

imy :D

2007-11-16T21:28:00.001+08:00

Told you t read the taq before bloqqinq
thanks laolao for the surprise:D
i love uu alot alot lah

dont worry so much about sw okays
maybe like what uu said
he was force to say those things to uu?
just take it as uu got a big heart nd try to understand him bah(:
他还是可以做你最喜欢的人啊:D
know that we have this blog;
uu can say lots lots of things ler:D
nd uu can feel much much better after uu say it all out right?(:

sometimes i wish i could be like uu
just cry out all my thoughts nd everything would be fine again:D

iloveyou!x3
happy birthday to my dearest LAOLAO!

2007-11-16T15:46:00.000+08:00

I wish you were here
popo, i received your letter and i was so happy.
可是人生是公平的
太多的快乐只会换来悲伤..
not lonq after i posted my bloq,
shaowei onlined.
his sis talked t me at first i quess
she said your friend pohshen never tell you that shaowei wanted t brk with you?
she said i humji cus i dunt want t tell her if me and shaowei are still toqether.
do you know about it, popo? :/

im so upset now..
shaowei said if we dunt brk his mother will want t see my parents.
he qave all those fuckinq excuses lyk he need t study all that de
im so disappointed please. :(

popo,
i suddenly think of that tym we're at amk hub
i was holdinq you on my left
& him on my riqht
remember what i said?
i said 我觉得我好高兴你们都是我最喜欢的人..
i really felt so xinfu at the moment
even that i dunt really lyk shaowei that deep.
but his words hurt.
i'd never know they hurt so much :/

nevermind me :)
cus i feel better after cryinq out.
you knows me,
everytym that thinqs dunt qo my way,
i cry :D
so nothinq biq deal riqht?
yup. yup.

missyou :)

2007-11-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

All that I do is for you! ♥
popo ah popo,
thank me for doinq this pls? :D
it's a bloq simply just for ME & YOU!
you must be damn happy riqht?
i can feel you smilinq now ! :)
hehe-

quess why i've made this bloq?
yup,
im too bored at home
plus i really have too much too much t tell you
but we cant chat online often. D:
so i'll just type it all in here la.
and you'll have t do it, too.
alriqhts? :D

firstly,
we'll be in the same class nxt year aqain ! :D
it'll be the 3rd year of classmateship of us
but i hope our friendship last more than ever :)
secondly,
i really miss you damn damn much laaaa!~
cannot tahan mann! D:
haha

&i'll tell you everythinq that happens here with me
so you qotta do it too
that me know how are you there :D

andand,
tell you somethinq that happened quite lonq aqo.
remember ruben?
yup! RUBEN CHONG!
he talked t me on msn!! xD
he asked if im oversea
den i asked him how he'd know
he said derek told him :D
so i asked if they talked abt me
he said no, derek just tell me abt it loh
but quess what?
when i asked derek
he told me ruben asked abt me! :D :D :D
im so damn happy cans!
hohoho!

andand tell you a funny thinq
about me beinq dabian qu nianq
i flooded my hse's toiletbowl
& the most amazinq thinq is that
it stucked the whole toiletbowl and spoilt it :D
wow !
i know im so much a pro! xD
thankyouthankyou!~

alriqht,
stop here first.
spent an hour+ just t make this bloq siaa.
died alot brain cells :D
& i remebered the dinqdonqsiao!
haha :D

anyway,
see the taqboard before bloqqinq.
i hope we can bloq in same format. :)
and ask me for the user and pw will you?
cus im doinq this bloq usinq my own acc.
yup